January 2010
“Every breath is a second chance.”
– Switchfoot
I’ve been keeping busy with work to make me forget. I kind of like it this way. Drowning myself in readings, essays and papers seems like an excellent solution, especially since there are so many of them to do. Then again, there’s not really an issue at hand. I’m just avoiding the painstakingly obvious.
Surprisingly, it’s easy to do after a while.
"The awe-inspiring epiphany, a manifestation of...
In other words, an event that is so special, intimate, indescribable, life-changing and unique should not be talked about, lest one is willing to risk tainting the experience itself.
Luther H. Martin. What a smarty.
My parents have always told me that no matter what, they will always love me. Ever since I was a little girl. But me, being the insecure little brat I am, would never believe them and accuse them of not truly loving me when they scolded me for bad grades, or for getting in trouble at school. This especially rang true for me in terms of my weight.
(One of my close friends at Syracuse just wrote a...
14524.) I am weak.
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FINALLY DONE WITH THIS BLASTED PAPER.
Now, on to 200+ pgs. of reading by next week. It never ends, does it.
Always - Switchfoot
This is the start This is...
Concerning the quote above:
I’m incredibly frustrated at myself. I know I know the answer to ultimate contentment- I know I know what’ll make and keep me satisfied, but I keep running away from it and go to boys, drinking, partying, smoking, basically everything else BUT what I need. WHY!?!!!
I feel as though I’m losing my identity. I’ve always considered myself a specific kind of person, with...
“I have found the answer is to be loved by You and You alone.”
– Shane and Shane
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Set the Fire to the Third Bar (ft. Martha...
F'awkward Situations.
They just follow me everywhere. And happen a lot. Maybe I cause them to happen sometimes?
Wait no. Today, I was just LEAVING MY ROOM. Innocently. Nothing more! It’s not my fault someone (who I don’t even know that well) was standing right there, waiting to come in. Or made me give him soup. And grilled me for 20 freaking minutes.
Or is it my fault? Maybe, just maybe, this is a hint....
I wish I brought my notes from OIL 2010 to...
Weekend Recap.
This weekend was, in the words of Borat, “GREAT SUCCESS!”
Not only did I manage to have a blast and go out every night- I also finished all the work I had planned to do. Work hard, party harder. All my work is outlined and in order, and once I finish this Geography paper I’ll be done with work for the week. B-e-a-uuuutiful.
AND my weekend was drenched with Miike Snow and Lady...
“Who would you call with your last goodbye?”
– Kris Allen
Song For No One - Miike Snow
When your love has...
14512.) I got in way too fucking deep.
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Monster - Lady Gaga
He ate my heart, he a-a-ate...
FUCK.
I LOVE these guys.
Seigaku love<3
And I especially love Captain Kunimitsu Tezuka:
Everything about him is amazing, from his personality, to how well he plays tennis, to his background, to his absolute determination to get things done, etc., etc. I’m kinda upset that he’s just an anime character.. and now I sound like a tool. Yay!
So far...
I definitely picked way harder classes for this semester. I gotta write loads of papers and do tons of work for every class I’ve been to so far.. CRAPAZOID. And I have SO many several hour breaks between my classes to zone out and do absolutely nothing, instead of the work I should be doing.
Speaking of which, I canNOT wait for this weekend. ;)
So a friend and I worked out at the new gym...
“You’re wearing purple underwear. I have purple underwear. We should make a...”
– Nicole Rapino
In Christ Alone - Newsboys
In Christ alone my...
“Why should I gain from His reward? I cannot give an answer. But this I know with...”
– Stuart Townend
So.. the first Saturday back.
Successful and fun :)
It's SO good to be back! :)
Miike Snow.
I know I already blogged about them recently, but they’re just too good. I could listen to their songs all day.. I basically overdosed on them today while I was packing. Their lyrics make me ponder things, while their music thrills my ears. Kinda like John Mayer’s stuff, but a totally different style of music. Synth, synth, and more pop. (I bet you thought I was going to say...
Reblog if you think being a musician makes someone...
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I HATE BEING A GIRL.
I’m just in a “being a girl sucks” mood.
1. It’s so expensive. Seriously. Makeup costs a ton, clothes that’re nice and in style are a bundle, shoes are a fortune, accessories (especially jewelry) add up, purses (especially nice ones) are ridiculous, a decent straightener isn’t cheap, and skincare items.. oh boy. And that’s not even counting the cost of...
